Cooking is getting OLD fast.

H E L P!!! I liked cooking for the first week I just didn't realize it goes away and you have to do it again and again and again....holy cow it never ends!  I get so mad when Joey asks for seconds because I think to myself, "OMG please don't eat that I was going to eat it for lunch...now I will have to cook   AGAIN!!".  Seriously, when will cutting vegetables become "relaxing" and when will I smile cooking a wonderful meal for my loving family, and when is it going to get easy???? I nearly cut my hand off every time I cut a carrot.  Who knew chopping vegetables required such good hand eye coordination. Is anyone else feeling like this?

Let's switch gears and talk about the shopping.  I have been to Shoprite, Price Chopper, 2 different farners markets, Quickcheck, Amazon.com, Stop and Shop and I STILL don't have every ingredient I need!!  WTF is the difference between coconut butter and coconut oil? or almond flour and almond meal? I can't wait to figure out how to go to one store and get everything I need.  Any ideas?